Berkeley land of the hippies.

Mr. Teddy Bear is rockin those leather spanks.

I like the vintage postcards except for that fat bitch with huge melons.

I've never seen so many bongs in my life.

My favorite slogan. Fuck Work.

Lunch. Lamb Curry. Yummyness.

After berkeley we went to a family party.

It was boring though there was this cute guy (i forgot his name).

I hated it.

I had a long, fun day of walking around & shopping.

I got new uggs since it's been freezing out here.

A knitted thingy for my mom and new pink lighter.

Retail theraphy did not help too much.

At the end of the day i still miss manila.

I miss my family.

I miss my babies.

I miss my sissies.

I miss my bedroom.

My return date is on June 8 but i have the option to re-book til 1st week of August.

I've been here a few days and i'm already homesick.

I'm not sure how much longer i can bear being away from my comfort zone.

We'll see.

A Boring Introduction.

AN ATTEMPT TO AN INTRODUCTION

http://pepaytalk.blogspot.com The only deserted island I go to. My escape away from reality. A place where I can be my self anonymously.

You’re probably wondering “who the hell is this person?” Another new blogger talking about her boring life and spilling her emotions out on the net for the world to see and give her a bit of attention that she needs.

FAMILY GIRL

I am the eldest of 2 brothers and 2 sisters. They love me and they think I’m COOL (and so I think?). I took them to their first raves. I gave them their first taste of alcohol and what it’s like to party hard. But never drugs or cigs. That’s just me. =)  I have a love-hate relationship with my mother. I love her but I really really hate her. Needless to say WE DON’T get along  (since birth) Don’t you just find yourself being in the same situation? Me and my dad are quite close. I could tell him anything except about boys. He hates it. Lols!

2 QUEERS AND A FAG-HAG

I live with 2 queers (and yes I am a fag-hag). P (mycocktales) is my evil twin sister and my baby sissie L (monstersandfairytales). We all work in advertising, same company, same shit, same everything. We have our talks at night. Crazy talks that is. If you were to hear us I bet you’d prolly laugh your ass the whole night. Some of it strikes a point but some of it just really dumb and mean. We have our arguments. One minute we’re cutting each others throat the next minute we’re having drinks, laughing like nothing happened. I love them both to death.

On Me. To start with Im a very busy person,yes i am a workaholic. I am a broadcast producer but i also do cinematography. I love lighting and framing. I work 7 days a week,non stop. Shoots during the day and post at night when called for. You can say i have a boring life. I don't care. I love what i do. I love my job. Making movies and TVC's seeing my team's creativity and the team work i do with other people makes it even more overwhelming and fulfilling. I take pride at what i do. And i am proud of the people i have worked with.

I am a girl. A simple girl with simple needs. Your typical ordinary girl who wants a lot of things in life. You can say I’m materialistic (well aren’t we all?). I love my bags and my shoes. You can never have enough of these things. I appreciate the simple pleasures in life. Love, laughter, family, friendship,the sweet taste of chocolate, sunshine on my face, the sand on my toes and the rain on my emotional days. I am a good friend but I can be your worst enemy. I am a brat. Very much of a brat. I have a sarcastic humor. I don’t blend in well with other people, just the ones I like. I think I’m approachable and friendly (people think otherwise). You can talk to me anytime and we can share stories with each other (as long as it interests me). I can give you advice, but don’t expect me to sound like a hallmark card. I am not the nurturing type. 

I have this nagging fear that everyone is out to make me paranoid...i have lost twisted thoughts of what reality really is. I may seem to be crazy but that would be my most normal state. I am a nutcase in this uncracked shell with my screws unattached. I may sound shallow but my thoughts run deep. Probly confused and disorganized in every aspect but a self confessed OC. Irony and philosophies tickle my fancy. 

Crazy, cynical, a potty-mouth when I’m driving, selfish (when I have to be), lovable (selectively), loyal (but be careful),  Generous (pay-back is a bitch), Evil (at times). Love me or hate me, you will never break me. So who am i? just like what gossip girl said: THAT’S A SECRET I’LL NEVER TELL. Either you take it or leave it.

I'm a big fan of escaping reality for a couple of hours.My chance to live another life...even only for a moment.I am ambiguous but i'm still not sure if I understand ambiguity.

Brace yourself, my blog's gonna be a bumpy ride. =x
(Did i bore you? Seriously people I don't really know how to write.)